Wednesday, 29 August 2012

My baby is growing so fast !!!

My maid finally came!!! There was a problem but it's finally solved.
We were actually expecting her months back b4 baby but anyway, I'm glad she's here.
She's a mother too, has 2 kids back home, so she's good with the baby- thank Goodness.

I cant even carry my own kid properly & my MIL is so scare I'll drop the kid anytime.
So she's always in the apt looking out & giving me stress!
My baby is growing real heavy & my arms are sore!
So my maid Lila takes over from me now.

I still look bloated- sigh.....

Sunday, 19 August 2012

It's difficult being a first time mummy !!!

The weight don't go away after a child!
No one prepared me for this. My figure just went out so much, I avoid my mirror.
The full length at home which I loved so much before, I feel like covering it up.
Nothing fits me. I hated maternity clothes I do. It's not cute.
I looked like a whale, trouble is I still do!

My skin is different.The softness is gone, now it's blotchy & looks disgusting.
Time to get back in shape. I am miserable!

Should I go on a diet? Which diet? Only veg & fruits diet? But fruits are sweet & veg cant quench my hunger, I need the energy for the baby! Taking care of her is so tough.
I need a maid. But she's not here yet!!!!! And all the horrid stories i hear about some maids beating & pinching babies......
Exercise, gym? no time to hit the gym.....
I need a facial NOW!!!